Why was this so hard?
Why was I being forced again?
“Sister, this is all my fault… I’m sick.” Brittany
was crying in Mark’s arms. “Don’t get mad.
Mom, Dad, Mark, let me die…”
“I’m not that lucky.”
“Don’t say that!” Mom and Dad hugged
Brittany and cried. “I wish we never found
that thing!”
“That trash killed Brittany!”
Trash.
I fell and looked at them.
They finally said it.
They don’t love me.
“Ashley, I have to save Brittany.
Mark was cold. “Don’t make me do this by
force.”
I cried.
“Give me a day to say goodbye.”
“I will go to the hospital to give bone marrow
for Brittany.”
I begged Mark. “Mark, this is all I want.”
Mark agreed.
“Ashley, we can have more.” He looked guilty.
“When Brittany is better, you can be my wife,
and we will have a kid.”
I laughed.
“Okay.”
I would give them what they want.
My parents regret me, I’ll give them
everything.
My husband wants our kid, and I’ll give it.
Brittany hates me, and wants me to die.
Kid, you’re inside me, but I will take you.
I cried and went to the clinic.
I gave birth and felt my kid die.
The parts were taken out, and so was my
heart.
く
I held my baby and went to the sea.
“Ashley, you’re insane!”
Mark yelled. “I thought you were going to the
hospital, why are you here!”
I stood and watched the plane.
“She regrets it? She was waiting, I knew it!”
Mom and Dad were behind.
“We should have forced her!”
I said nothing and looked out.
“Ashley, you told me to go to the hospital for
Brittany, what’s wrong?!”
Mark saw the blood.
“What did you do!”
“Mark, you want the kid? Take it.”
I smirked and gave him the baby.
“This is your kid, you wanted to kill it, now
you got it.”
“It’s dead. You can’t get bone marrow, and
you can’t save Brittany.”
I looked at his face.
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“You did it on purpose! You want your sister
to die!”
Dad yelled. “You wasted a baby! Why not use
it for your sister!”
“I shouldn’t have had you!”
Mom cried. “I wish you were never born!”
“You shouldn’t.”
I smiled and cried.
“I am you. I have to give it back!”
I cut myself.
“Here you go!”
I threw the meat.
“If I live again…”
I cried and jumped in.
