- 7.
“You aren’t awake yet?”
head.
The lights went on.
Ashley stood in front of me, eyes red.
く
“Why, Chris? Do you love Riley? Do you
understand you? Will you agree that you love
me?”
“Never!”
I love Riley, how can I change!
But Ashley didn’t believe me.
She listed reasons.
“Chris, you were jealous when I danced with a
man, you drove to be with me at three, you
can’t see me cry!”
“I always thought you were mine, I don’t want
you and Riley, I was wrong, I want you!”
“Stop.”
Г
“I don’t want to!”
She got emotional.
“You can see your heart, but I can, I want you,
I will cry when you are sad for Riley, she is
dead, I don’t want you thinking about her,
there is no more Riley…”
“Stop it! This is me and Riley’s house, why
are you crying? Get out!”
I have never said this to Ashley.
I pulled her and pushed her out.
I cleaned so Riley wouldn’t be mad.
Then I cleaned the bed and saw a suit.
We picked the suit together.
But instead of the dress, it was cut photos.
It was a photo with only me!
Riley loved these photos, if she saw this, she
would be mad!
I was angry and looked for the monitor.
But I found a diary.
It was Riley’s diary, and it gave me a
headache.
The diary had words written [Love Chris
forever].
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But I wasn’t happy.
Because it said that I couldn’t and that
[Loving Chris is tiring].