My voice shakes 30

My voice shakes 30

Chapter 30 

Olivia 

I stood there, watching as they took my best friend away in the ambulance. Dark satisfaction coursed through my veinswarm, molten, almost addictive

Sirens howled in the distance, fading slowly as the ambulance disappeared around the corner

Well, I got a little help from a certain foureyed apprentice. Turns out Kaylee had been torturing the poor soul for a year and a half now. But I didn’t expect the reaction from Virexil Noir to come this soon, though

Oh well. The earlier, the better, I suppose

I couldn’t wait to see what her face would look like afterwardsbut that is only the beginning

That was just the matchstick

I was going to take every shade of success from her and bring her down to nothing. Not just scratch her ego, nogrind it to dust. That self- confidence she prided herself on so muchlet’s see how that holds up once her face recovers

As I stood there, reminiscing on my victory like it was some sweet childhood memory, a voice came from behind me

Excuse me? Is that Oliviayou’re Olivia Lancaster, right?” 

Yes, I am.I nodded, turning slowly. The voice belonged to the middleaged general manager of Jênaz Couture. He lookedapprehensive. Borderline terrified. His eyes danced around like he was debating whether to run or shake my hand

Kaylee’s best friend?” 

Yes,I nodded again, softer this time, letting out a sad sigh I didn’t mean one bit. I’m just about to follow the ambulance to the hospital.That’s too bad. We thought maybe you would be able toreplace her.” 

Well that was blunt

Many years ago, I’d first auditioned to be a Jênaz model. With Kaylee, of course. I was picked. She wasn’t. That was the start of everything- the blackmail, the manipulation, the slow, suffocating death of my dreams

I had to give up modeling so she could rise

And nowhe still remembered me

I blinked the thought away, forcing a shaky breath

I’m sorry about that. She’s my best friend, and I really need to be by her side now.

A sly grin threatened to break free when his shoulders sagged with frustration

He walked off, muttering something under his breath, and I turned, heading over to where my own team of experts was already waiting for me -brighteyed, prepped, and loyal to the bone

I was making my debut in the fashion world on the very day my best friend’s career went up in flames

And getting revenge on Kaylee? That would be far sweeter from the shadows

Everything was in place. Perfectly arranged like the final pieces of an elaborate chessboard. And my team? They were readyprimed and prepped like a backstage ariny

Everything was going according to planthough I couldn’t deny the nerves bubbling beneath my cool exterior. Maybe I should’ve told Seb about this. It was a huge step I was about to take, after all

I sat in front of a mirror, the bright bulbs surrounding the glass casting halos around my reflection. A lot of different things were happening to me all at once. Everyone was working on memakeup artist, stylist, hair specialistall professionals

I knew this was the kind of pressure that came with the job, so I prepared myself. Let them paint me. Shape me, Frame me. I was the canvas and the artist both

Modeling had always been something I wanted to do ever since I was little

But of course, whatever I wanted was exactly what Kaylee wanted too. Like some sick game of twin desiresexcept only one of us ever got to win

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I’d refused opportunities so she could get them

My dreams of ever becoming a modelI put them all down because I wanted her to shine, to be seen. And she’d call it just dumb luck.‘ 

As if luck ever tasted like sacrifice

The makeup was done. A soft, clean look that didn’t require much effortbut somehow made me look untouchable

Thank you, Savannah,I said, turning to the makeup artist

She blinked

Once. Twice

Did I say something wrong?I asked, tilting my head a little like a confused porcelain doll

She shook her head. No, I just didn’t expect the Olivia Lancaster to ever say thank you.” 

I gave her a small smile. It wasn’t fake

I forgot I still had a reputation to burn to the ground. But I wasn’t that stuckup bitch anymore

And apart from everyone here, no one could ever know who I truly was

I gestured for her to come closer. I won’t tell anyone if you don’t. Thank yousaren’t really my thing,I whispered into her ear. We both burst out laughing, and her eyes softened

Tonight was the perfect time to introduce myself to the fashion world, but I wasn’t going to walk the red carpet as Mrs. Lancaster

Please

I was going to be someone else entirelysomeone different

A shadow

An unseen face

If I was going to get back at Kaylee, the first step was to take her most prized possessionher career and reputation, the city’s angel was about to lose her proud wings

Are you ready for your outfit?another lady asked, walking toward me. I think she was the stylist

My heart raceda chaotic mix of anxiety and thrill. Yes, I am.” 

She led me into a room that practically looked like my walkin closetjust bigger and far more intimidating

My stomach tightened, but I held it together. I’d always wanted to be hereand now I was

Nothing was going to stop me

The stylist held up a structured twopiece: a sharp, corsetstyle top with a plunging neckline and a floorlength satin skirt that shimmered like oil under light. I ran my hand through it, admiring its beauty

But it was a statement piece for me

A silent scream that said: I’m back bitches

And then there it wasthe mask

The most important part of the look

No one would see my face until I was ready

The mask was black, covering the upper part of my facebeautiful, yet mysterious

Goddess energy. Femme fatale chic. It was perfect

I got dressed, and when I walked out of the dressing room, everyone stared at mespeechless

Staring at myself in the mirror, I looked more stunning than ever

The mask elevated my look even more, bringing my dream to lifeand in all this, all I could think of was Sebastian

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How much I missed him

And needed him

I wished he could be here right now. No one mattered more to me than him in this moment

I wasn’t supposed to be here, but I had my ways

And when it was time for another model to walk, I went in instead

I had never walked a runway beforebut I walked it like it had always been mine. Chin high, spine straight, I stepped into the spotlight with the kind of calm only real stars wear like perfume

This was what all those hours in front of my mirror had been for

The camera lights flaredbright and blinding

But I didn’t blink

I didn’t flinch

I moved like the floor was built for me

Like the show didn’t start until I stepped on stage

I imagined Sebastian in the crowd, eyes locked on me

That thought alone pulled a slow, deliberate smile to my lipsthe kind that turned heads before the dress even had the chance to shimmer

As I reached the end and turned, the sound hit me

Applause

Loud. Rising. Relentless

People were on their feet, cheering

And yeah, I was pretty sure they thought the mask was part of the look

Let them

I walked back steady, unbothered, eating up every second. I didn’t trip. I didn’t falter. I thrived

The adrenaline that comes with being in front of all those peoplesome may find it terrifying. But that’s exactly what drives me

As I tried to make my way to my car, paparazzi kept following me, bombarding me with questions

Can we get a name please? Who are you?” 

Tell us something about your look tonight?” 

Is this your debut into the fashion world?” 

Now, that was the kind of question I was willing to answer

I turned toward them, cameras flashing in my face, mask still on

Yes, this is my debut into the fashion world,I said

I got into my car and drove off

That message was specifically for Kayleebecause I know she’d see it

And in this game, I played to win

When I got home, I sat in my car for a momentthe quietness deafening

I hadn’t talked to Sebastian for days, and it was slowly starting to drive me mad

I walked into the house, absentminded. I just wanted to make it up to my room and lie in bed

That was when something caught my attention

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A figure in the kitchen

I saw his backhe wore black trousers and a crisp white shirt with the sleeves folded up those muscular forearms

And whatever he was preparing smelled heavenly

Like warmth. Like home

My heart raced as I rushed in, needing to make sure I wasn’t imagining things

When I got close enough, I saw his side profile and I almost screamed

A small smirk sat at the corner of his mouth as he focused on what he was cooking

Welcome home,he said, facing me as he set the spoon down

His smile was bright, his eyes lighting up

I jumped into his arms, holding him tightly, never wanting to let go

My heart raced in my chest, praying this wasn’t some weird dream I’d wake from in my car

He hugged me back, lifting me effortlessly

Maybe I should travel more often,he teased

I didn’t respond to his remarkI just held him tighter, breathing in his scent

I missed you so much, Sebastian,I whispered, the words escaping like a breath

He pulled back slightly, locking eyes with me before pressing his lips to minedesperate, full of longing and desire

My mouth moved against his, unraveling everything I felt but couldn’t put into words

I melted into himinto his kiss, into his arms

My voice shakes

My voice shakes

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