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Now, I want to see if I’m right about how he wants me to suck on him. He doesn’t want hard and rough. He may at another time, but after last night, he wants me to use my mouth to make love to his cock, like I’m practically worshipping it.
The.
So that’s what I do. I watch his face as I use my lips, tongue, and throat to worship his cock like it’s the most precious thing in the world to I watch as his eyes turn black, as his mouth falls open as he gasps, and as his body starts to shiver so hard I’m afraid he won’t be able to stand much longer.
“Christina.” My name feels like a prayer, like he’s begging me for something, pleading with me. His breathing becomes ragged, and I feel his body tighten. I start to move faster, but he takes my head in my hands.
“No, just like you were,” he says, still sounding like he’s begging.
I slow my pace again, and return to the slow, torturous love making that he wants.
When he comes, I don’t change my movements, and it ends up prolonging his orgasm. I never look away and he doesn’t either, watching me with an awe that makes me want to do this for him every night, all night long.
I swallow everything he gives me, licking and sucking him in that slow, loving way that he seems to crave. When I’ve finally drawn everything I can from him, I slide him out of my mouth.
His eyes fall closed and his entire body continues to shiver. It’s an
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extreme response and I think about how he has cared for me after I’ve had the incredible orgasms he’s given me. So, on instinct, I stand, wrapping my arms around him.
He buries his head in my neck, still panting, his body still quivering, and he holds on to me like I’m a lifeline. And maybe at this moment, I
- am.
I don’t move and I don’t say anything. I just hold him while he gets control of himself again. I don’t know how long we stand there, but when he finally pulls back, I cup his face in my hands.
“Are you okay, Sebastian?” I ask him.
He looks at me. I swear there’s conflict in his eyes.
“I… have no words for what that felt like.”
“I understand that. I’ve been there with you too,” I tell him gently. “Do you want to sit down?”
He nods and I wrap my arm around his waist, guiding him to the bed to
sit.
“Can I get you some water?” I ask him.
“That would be good,” he breathes, still looking like he’s out of it. Now I’m not sure if this is a good thing or not. I know I’ve been out of it nearly every time we’re together, but this is so unlike Sebastian. Maybe it’s the after–effects of giving up control to someone else. To be so completely vulnerable to someone else.
That thought makes me realize just how much Sebastian must trust me. This would be very hard for anyone, but as an Alpha, it would be nearly impossible. He had to tell me to let go that second night before I finally did it. I’ve never been able to give up this level of control before
him.
I sit beside him, handing him the water and kissing his shoulder. I rub my hand over his back in what I hope is a soothing gesture.
“Why don’t we skip the massage,” I tell him as he finishes the water.
“No. No, I want to do that for you,” he says, still not sounding like himself.
“Sebastian…
“Please, Christina. Let me do that for you.”
“Okay. Do you want more water“?”
He shakes his head and stands. I watch him, making sure he’s steady on his feet.
“Why don’t you lie down. I’ll put my shorts on,” he says, not looking at
- mc.
“Okay,” I say to him.
I scoot back on the bed and lay on the heating pad. An involuntary moan escapes when I feel the heat soaking into my sore back.
Sebastian turns while pulling on his shorts. “Feel good?”
“Yes,” I tell him.
He grabs a towel and walks over, wiping his cum off my chest. My
wolf pouts a little, but I know I’ll still smell like him tomorrow. I meant it when I said I liked smelling like him today.
“Thank you, for that,” he says.
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“You’re welcome,” I say softly. Something has shifted in Sebastian, but
I’m not sure what it is. It’s like he’s resurrecting the walls that he’s worked so hard to pull down between us.
