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It was an essay diagnosing me with
depression.
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It also included transcripts of my
conversations with a therapist.
“Doctor, I’m so tired. I want to die.”
“When do you feel like that?”
“When I fight with Jake. I can’t die, I owe the
Smiths. I have to have a baby.”
“When was the last time you hurt yourself?”
“When Jake brought Brittany home.”
Jake felt a sharp pain.
He remembered bringing Brittany home, and
he was pushing me so that the knife cuts my
skin.
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Was that why she had slashed his wrist?
“Did that satified you?”
Jake started crying.
He remembered making me kneel and
apologize and calling myself a homewrecker.
“Was that why she let me punish herself?”
The tears became heavier.
He was on knees and hurted himself in his
face.
“Liz, I can’t live here. Can you take my soul?
Please let me love you.”
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Everybody knows, after I left, he was going to
die and to find me.
That’s when I moved to Hong Kong
After jumping, my boyfriend from college had
found me.
“Liz, do you want to die with me?”
During the night I could see his face, he was
pushing and begging me.
I agree and went to Hong Kong.
I went to some place for a new look and
make it even realistic.
Only Jake remembered the birth mark.
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When Jake tried to search for the flights I
was already gone.
That’s when I found myself again. I wanted to
go back to being a designer and be a wife.
After marrying him, I became that and I
stopped being a wife.
That had helped me. I wasn’t focus on the
past, but in the future.
That helped me cure my disease. I was
getting surgery to cover myself.
I was able to become a beautiful, but I wasn’t
focus.
I was at ease and he was getting angry.
He wasn’t going to give up.
Liz, I will come back for you.
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A few days later, Jake appeared with his son,
Timmy.
Mom, are you going to come back?
When I touched Timmy, he started to cry.
Timmy, she is your mom, please don’t.
Looks like he was using our kid, he needed to
take him away.
Like two lines.
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Jake can’t get over that.
Also, he was still on my side, I had to move
from being his wife to now nothing.
I want you to take it, if you aren’t happy, I will
take the curse.
You need to love me again.
I called to my boyfriend for help.
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This was a lot different now, Jake was in the
way. I was not a bad woman.
Please, take it, that is good.
I was a mess.
We had our first wedding a long time ago.
He was a liar, but he will not do it again.
The next man was talking about was Jake.
I had love you more and before Jake.
He kneeled and that was a lot.
It was from the collage era. I had love Jake.
Was I going to do this?
Jake ruined my life, I want to come back,
please let me.
His actions got worse.
Then my boyfriend can into the room.
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He wasn’t going to be easy about it.
My boyfriend said Jake was a loser.
Jake was on the floor and got help.
That was when he found out what Jake really
was about.
Turns out, he was rich and powerful.
After everything, Jake found me.
“Liz can’t you marry him!”
He was going to lose it all and there was
going to be a mess.
This was all the truth and I’m sorry!
That he wanted and everything.
I didn’t like him anymore, but I will not see the
man on the floor.
In the end, I didn’t get to see him.
