Chapter 7
At that moment, I forgive Antwal
I vomited for a long time, then I got up.
I reloctantly changed into clean clothes.
Then I went out with my camera
I went to the hospital and saw a psychiatrist.
When it was my tum, I handed the camera to the doctor.
I said, “The scene was very scary, please be mentally prepared.”
The doctor smiled and said, “How scary could it be?”
I said, “I crawled on the ground
At eleven o’clock at night, I lay in bed and fell asleep.
At one in the night, I woke up
But I didn’t lift the covers and sit up, instead I crawled out of bed and fell to the ground.
I landed on all fours, my whole body pressed against the ground.
Her face only tilted slightly upwards.
The eyes were open, with more black than white, hollow and lifeless
At first, I crawled at a very slow pace.
Slowly, I climbed fester and faster,
Isected to be looking for something
My mouth opened and closed, chattering incessantly.
But the voice was too low to be recorded.
I first walked around the bedroom and didn’t bump into anything.
I seemed to be able to sen
Later, I crawled to the living room, my body looking extremely strange, and then I crawled to the kitchen.
sleepwallong, I should have walked upright as usual
The new one–bedroom apartment go square nocters, not as big as the one Antwan and I lived in together before.
But i kept going back and fortis, climbing all night.
I didn’t ger up until dawn, then I went back to the bedroom and lay back in bed.
The doctor watchind the video at double speed
The comment was: “I’ll being possessed by a rubiotic vacun
Although the metaphor was vivid, I was not in the mood to joke with Him.
Lasked, “What’s wrong with me? Is this sleepwalking?
The doctor said, “It counts, but it doesn’t count
e gave a lot of professional analysts and inally suggested that I po see a psychologist.
Twas holding a cupera, stmuling outside the hospital building
Five years ago, I saw a psychologist for a long period of time
At the age of twenty–two, I graduated from college.
Lucille Balley and I decided to go on a road trip.
Dream
She was my childhood friend, confidante, and close friend.
Llaved her like a sister
But this trip of just the two of us made Antwan very unhappy.
He wanted to follow, to be the driver.
I disagreed.
Although I had just obtained my driver’s license not long ago, isn’t driving all about practice makes perfect?
Lucille also disagreedi
She strongly objected, believing that Antwan was too chalistic and “was controlling me too tightly
“Did you raise a Haba dog? Toes it have to listen to you for everything?
You stop being so mysterious, I was worried about Salma’s safety,”
“Then you shouldn’t act like you’re so superior, my driving experience is almost the same as yours!”
They always argued as soon as they met, which was very incompatible.
Lucille also advised me to break up with Antwan, believing that, as good as he was, his controlling nature was too strong
Unfortunately, I happened to be the kind of person who likes to be controlled, it gives me a sense of security.
In the end, Antwan couldn’t argue with the two of us and had to compromise
He was particularly angry and blurted out, “Don’t come crying to me if you get into a car accident!”
The crow’s mouth.
On a highway where it was raining, suddenly a wild dog darted out.
Lucille hit the car hard, momentarily panicked, and jerked the steering wheel
Chater 7
