Chapter 30 What Do You Think of Me?
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Coins identally. Lukas showed up at home right after I finished preparing a meal. He was his usual, related self Spring had just arrived, but Lukas was already derved in what seemed like his favorite outfit–a singlet, which revealed his firm and lean muscles. After the meal we share the night before. Lukas got comfortable enough to get his own cuderies before inviting harself to the dining table with me
That the tip of my fork as I casually asked him a question. “Do you have a prifriend He pouted at my words “Why do I want elationship? That’s just more work for me” I hadn’t expected such a response, so I was speechless for a while. Deep down, I was rather worried about sharing a house with another man, especially unice I had only met him a few days ago and didn’ know much about him.
Furthermore, when I thought about how he had stalked me when I went to meet James, I felt rather creeped out. Even though it was rather ungrateful of me to have my guard up against someone who had helped me, I wouldn’t have been so casatious if his actions hadn’t scared me. I thought about it for a while before I continued the conversation. “Before you came back, one of the people from the group of thugs came to return my purse thd you speak to them
Lukas showed no intention of concealing the truth “Yeah Didn’t I tell you that I would handle things for you?” he uttered white nodding and munching on has food. How did you settle things with them?” I asked in a cautious tone
“Well, violence calls for more violence, doesn’t in He gave me a sneaky smirk. I knew st… He must have broken the guy’s leg. I felt chill running down my spine. “Do Do you like men or women?”
“Women” Lukas replied without any hesitation.
“W–What do you think of me, then? I asked Pieces of food few out of his mouth as he exclaimed in surprise “What th You’re okay Did you wake up on the wrong side of the bed today? You’re not interested in dating me, are you? I dont think that ill work. Firstly, my father wouldn’t allow it, and secondly, my friends wouldn’t allow it. Let’s just stick to our landlord- tenant relationship, he replied
So… He’s not interested in me, huh. I must have misunderstood him. I was more confused than ever at that point. Yeah. It good. 1 didn’t mean it that way. You were overthinking it I’m going to wash my face. I muttered as I lowered my cutlery with embarrassed look on my face
Even though I tried to clarify my intentions to Lukas that day. I could still tell that he was avoiding me after that When he had to show up in front of me, he was no longer dressed in singlets as he did before. Instead he bundled himself up in clothes. I knew that he had misunderstood me, but I no longer felt the need to explain myself after I tried to do it the first
Aude from my job ar the hospital, I also helped Youna with the sketches and drafts for her studio as a form of side income Yoana didn’t attend the same university as me, but she was passionate about sculptures, and she started her sculpture studio after she graduated. She was relatively successful in her work, too. By the end of the month after I received the total sum of my salary from both the hospital and Younu. I took some out for my personal use before transferring the rest of the m into the card that I had left with Stefan
I knew that Stefan blocked my number, so I bought a new phone number just to inform him of the bank transfer I didn’t receive any response after I sent the mevage to him, but I didn’t feel too disappointed as I had expected this to happen.
We lived in the same world, breathed the same air, stared at the same sun, and experienced the same moon cycles, and yet. I knew we would never meer again. My chest hurt whenever I thought of him that way.
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