- 02.
I was in my apartment, the one I rented for the convenience of my job.
The laurel I’d placed in a vase just before I died was still fresh, unstained by blood.
My severed hand and foot weren’t by the door.
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Taking a deep breath, I realized I was reborn!
I gently stroked Ashley’s innocent face. That face, always so pure, so fragile. I wondered what she’d look like if I stripped
away the mask, revealing the selfishness and
malice beneath.
It would be ten times more interesting, I bet.
So, I smiled, a cruel, hard smile, and said,
“Have it, of course!”
Have it, Ashley.
This XYY child will likely be infertile, ending
Ryan’s family line, and filling your marriage
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with blame and abuse.
He will raise a knife, driven by uncontrolled
rage, against all of you, one day.
I can’t wait to see who cries louder
me, as
I’m dismembered, or you and Ryan, as your
own son destroys you?
“But… the doctor said he might be difficult…”
I took her hand, my voice full of false concern. “But he’s your son, Ashley. Your
flesh and blood. A son! Think of it – a son
will give you leverage with Ryan’s mother.
She won’t be able to push you around
anymore.‘
“”
Ashley was swayed, but she continued to
whine, “But… but…”
Inwardly, I sneered.
Last time, when I genuinely tried to help, you
accused me of wanting to harm your baby.
Now, I don’t advise you, and suddenly, you’re
thinking clearly, analyzing the pros and cons?
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Want an abortion? Over my dead body.
Literally.
Without this child, who will avenge me?
Who will ensure my escape?
So, I delivered the final blow-
“They say XYY babies have an extra male
chromosome. They’re like superheroes! He’ll
grow up to be your protector. You’ll never
have to be afraid again.”
That did it. Ashley’s hesitation vanished.
Her eyes hardened with a new resolve, and
she gently caressed her belly, her face filled
with dreams of a bright future.
I smiled along with her.
She smiled in her ignorance.
I smiled in anticipation.
This child would be a protector, alright. Not
Chapter 2
After Ashley left, my phone buzzed
incessantly.
The “Happy Family” group chat was blowing
All our relatives – Ashley’s parents, my
parents, even Ryan – were showering me
with gratitude for convincing Ashley to keep the baby.
Even my grandma sent a minute–long voice
note, which translated to a string of “thank yous” and “hahas.”
The hypocrisy was astounding.
Last time, when Ryan was ranting in the
group chat, calling me a homewrecker and a
jealous old maid envious of Ashley’s
happiness, they were singing a different tune.
My aunt, now sending three red envelopes (virtual cash gifts), had said, “Sarah, just
because you’re almost thirty and single
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aoesn’t mean you snouià try to sabotage
Ashley’s happiness.”
My uncle, now thanking me profusely, had
chimed in, “A woman’s worst qualities are
bossiness and gossip. No wonder you’re
single, Sarah, you’re not exactly wife
material.”
Even my own parents had told me, “It’s better
to demolish ten temples than to ruin a
marriage,” and warned Ashley not to listen to
a spinster who’d never even held a man’s
hand.
Grandma had called and yelled at me so loud
I could hear her without putting her on
speakerphone.
And me? A graduate of a top university, a successful entrepreneur who’d jumped ship
–
from a Fortune 500 company — though still
far from financially independent.
What exactly was I supposed to envy about
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Ashley, a community college graduate who u rushed into a marriage, with no income, no skills, nothing but the title of “housewife“? Should I envy the way she simpered at Ryan when asking for money, a smile even more obsequious than mine when closing a deal with a client?
Should I envy her mother–in–law’s constant disdain?
Or should I envy her predictable, unfulfilling life?
Scoffing, I put on a mask of fake kindness and replied sweetly in the group chat, “It was nothing, really. I wish Ashley and Ryan all the best! May they live happily ever after!”
I added a “bomb” emoji.
Boom!
After it blew up everyone’s screens, I
retracted it just within the two–minute limit.
“Oops, my bad…”
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Then I quickly snatched up my aunt’s red
envelopes.
Yeah, you deserve the bomb.
And I deserve the cash.
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- 03.
hers, but mine.